61 im lost but maybe i just dont want to be found

i will not show you if i do it right
i know im going anywhere
my only desire was to be in the sand
to hide my hands of the shadows
hide them into the water
make them disappear completely
i mean, not exactly disappear
its like the world is gonna eat you out
but you're still there, hiding your hands
from the sins you know you are gonna commit
and somehow you're still a loser
how the hell you can pretend being someone else
if you're just there, hiding your hands
your pale face in the dark
your feets dacing in the sand
and the sand is wet
and your head is away
and your hands are still in the water
and you're still a loser
help me to find my way out
of this unnexistence coast
because my galaxy is miles away from here
and i think im kind of lost
you seems like a really good guy
can you help me find my way out?
just please take me out from here
the water is becoming deeper
i cant see my hands boy
where the hell im gonna sleep tonight?