122 now i see

i can see time passing away
i can see my childhood there where you left it
i dont believe in angels but i think you was one
i cant see through the window but i know you are not there

and if they say i get better, i didnt
and if they say i will get through this, i wont

and now tv is on and the noise confuse me
and i know i wont sleep tonight

anyone is gonna save you from the stillness
because stillness is a shadow

anyone is gonna save you from a shadow, child

and blue shadows are the best, they say
its like wearing black dreams on my mind

and in my dreams i can get through the past
and now my past is melting in my mind
i cant tell you how i feel

the street is so calm i cant breathe
i cry until i forget your face

food is cure, they say
food will help your life to go on
cure is pure, they say
danger is in your bones
and you cant be a lover if you cant be this calm

i wasnt calm when you loved me
my fingers were dressed with sadness

and sadness is a stillness

why wouldnt you love me, then

love is a stillness, dear
and no one is gonna save you from stillness