180 let the dead rest in peace

the sun is rising on the coast
i hide myself in the sand
watching you disappear down the
furious waves

i pray for death
im a catholic grupie
putting my crucifix
up and down
inside my body
inside my innocence

'let the dead rest in peace'
i wonder what that means
i bought a ticket
im going far away

'better let your hands where i
can see them'
every sharp objects are hidden
so i wonder
why im still here,
where you can see me

you brought me darkness
in a well maintained bottle
i brought you my emptiness
so you could show me your love

so here in the sunshine
i took my ticket quickly
'where are you going' you asked
and with eyes wide open
you watch me fade away
disparais

so here in the water
i let the dead rest in peace
i took the same train