185 so i whispered

so we wont stop listening
and we know it's not gonna last
but as the wind blow
our faces turn grey

so i took the knife
but you shouted (why, why)
and the blood
red as my smile
is gonna last

so i took the pills
but you shouted
i didnt ask why
i just took them

and i faded
my smile faded

but i did

loved you

as it lasted

i did

while i fainted