104 international day against domestic violence

Nightime outside
im lonely tonight
im wondering why
so many things why

Im a lover and not a wife
today my body hurts
i dont know why
or maybe i do
those harmful ashes you let
in my bed yesterday night

Im in love with a killer man
im in love with those days past
im a lover and i cant stop (loving)

I have bruises in my arms
i let blood dyed my hair red
i let you pissed me off

And all those things you did to me
are moving shadows in my head
they talked to me at nightime
and nightime is almost over

But i like those snakes in your hair
i like that ocean wave in your eyes
i think i will never forget them
or forgive them
or forgive myself for letting you know this

You are all those drugs in the pale moonlight
you are all those shadows in the bathroom
you are all those kisses you dont know youve gave me

You are all over me
dont let me breathe
but my heart beats so fast
maybe i want you to dont let me